I'm The One Who Made U Mad.

hurm.ak da give vup ... dy ske sala tanggapan kt ak.padahal dy mne taw hati kte nie.  ak wt dy  sakit hati hny cbb ak xnk dy terikat gn ak. ak xlayak tuk dy.  dan ak yakin dy msti xbahagia klo ak kapel gn dy.  dy lebih sesuai klo meen yg kapel gn dy. meen lebih tau isi hati dy. deme nmpk rapat sgt.. ak nie mmng xpandai nk jge hati org... tah knpe.tuhan masih mau bgy perasaan cinta nie kt ak. ak rse.ak da xsanggup nk jge cinta nie. ak xbole tgk dy gn mne2 pompuan .bt ak still syg an dy..  ak mmng pompuan xgne.. knpe dy pilih ak?   ak ih ape ad? hny bole menyusah an org.sakit an hati org. kdg2 ak bole cedera an org ... ble dy bad mood ak lemah. bila mood dy hepi. ak jdi b'semangat.. kalo awak nk taw.  awak la semangat jiwa sye.. mungkin lps nie. awk akn lebih benci an sye.. sbb sye lahh awk slalu sedih. sorry awk~   sye nie kejam tuk awk.



hello belog. ;")  ptg xdi dy xmcj ak. ak tunggu jee.smbil tunggu uh ak nages jee terigat an pic tuu. at the same time ak senyum. sbb ak teringat gelagat dy. x silap ak lahh da 2jam ak nages.. well. campion haha.. kbai.sad story  ;")

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Hurm. dy xhingin nk mcj ak smlm. ak sedey sgt cara dy text ak. nmpk sgt dy da xnk text ak... klo ak nie membosan an.plz tell me.. i feel like useless. ble ak touchg .mle la ko xde mood. ohh.   klo ko touchng. ak cool jee jge hati hg. u sellfish ! . k ak nk mrajok. ak off fon.hny sbb ak skit hati.. kerana ko. seriusly.mmng ak xcaye gn text hg. ad kee ko suo ak tunggu ko text ak esok.  mmng sebak la ak. klo krg nk taw. smlm ak tunggu mcj dy pny la lmee. betapa ak rinduu sgt kt dy. tup tup. dy stress then xnk mcj.  dy mcj ak esok jee. urghh. k . ak mmng utk digores perasaan . sokay.. now. im sulking. pandai2 lahh awok nk cari sye. sye da give vup gn text awok. bt sye akn sentiasa rinduu an awok. syg an awok.  plz. don't get me wrong. i'm doing this jus because i'm so give vup...  serius. sye syg an awok sepenuh hati sye.  syg,izinkn ku b'sendirian buad sementara... sye nk cover balik kesedehan sye nie. maafkan ku sayang~    ;''(

AAAH!!! So Tension

today.. i'm tension of hurting them.. i hate that.. u know what? i juz brake my ex heart my bf heart my bff heart..  skrg ak btul2 tension gn smua nie... i hate myself.. first2 kali.ak nk mintak maaf kt krg.. ak btul2 rse b'salah... ak xnk krg sedey psl nie. biarla ak b'sedey asl kn krg bahagia.kay. ^_^ .. yg psl ex ak ih.dy kecewa sgt2 cbb dy xtaw yg ak da kapel sedang an org laen da taw psl nie.. serius. i feel so guilty.. ak x bgy taw cbb ak xnk kecewa an dy. wey. 4 yur information . dy still syg an ak. dy ckp " zaty la cinta t'akhir fiq. fiq xkn cri peganti walopon  fiq nk.fiq akn cube halang dri sendiri drpd b'kapel.. fiq cuma akn kapel gn zaty or najah jee (najah=his ex ) ''.. hurm.. tu la text yg paling sedey buat ak.. knpe dy begitu syg kn ak sdg an ak? ak gn org lain.. ak brake gn dy cbb dy t'lampau baek buat ak.. dy penyabar . dy penyayang .dy romantik. klo krg nk taw. ak kapel gn dy selama setahun. bln 3/2012 kami clash.. hurm b'tapa setia ny dy tuu.. ak?nothing~  .n sepanjang setahun tuu .ktorg xp'nh b'gado.. xsweet en?.haha.. k.takat ni psl ex ak  . psl bf ak lak (the new) .u see dy la punca ak gado gn ex n my bff  bt ak xbole nk sala an dy.dy jus nk an kaseh syg ak.tu jee.... ak xtaw smade dy iklas cinta an ak ke x.. . tah lee. hope dy iklas laa. grr..dy uh ske touching. tu lee pling ak rungsing bt it sokay.ak bole b'sabar.. u see. dy touching cbb nk p'hatian an ak..hihi. dy uh ngade2 . wuu .ak ske cara dy jln .hewhew. penguin . i like #wink2   .. ngii ~ dy uh chuby2 .hekhek .. dy jdi chuby cbb adek angkat dy.(yasmin) .. klo dy tension msti dy mkn manyak2.. ha?ak x p'nh jupe org mcm tuu.tu le dpt chuby.haha.. klo x msti da slim .. ngee~ bt.sokay. lam chuby2 un.dy still comey.. kay stop ! . arituu ak tgk tag pic dy.serius mmng lwak gle. kalah kampus lwak..muehehe. ad kee patut dy pkai kasut pompuan. kakakakakah.. ak gelak smpai t'guling2 .. hihi. ak rse .ak da kuar tajuk.hehe. kay  fullstop.....
yg psl bff ak lak... dy mara ak cbb  ak x bgytaw dy psl ak ih da b'pny.. smua org da taw .bt dy srg je xtaw.. ak xbgy taw cbb ak xnk dy kecewa gn ape ak buat.. dy bantah ak kapel gn bf....wey.pe sala ny ko sokong ak sdg an ak.ak trima jee ape ko nk buat.ble ko kapel gn musuh ak .ak xbising un. hg jee yg lebeh2.. err . slame nie.ko mmng xsupport ape yg ak nk buat.mmng ak kecewa sgt2 gn atitud hg tuu. ble hg dpt taw. hg b'dingin gn ak .hg abaikan ak.. sampai haty hg buat ak cmnie... mmng ak sedey gle.. slame ak b'kwan gn hg .ak sbr jee gn perangai hg.. ak rse la .ko mmng xnk kwan gn ak daa. yeah. mmng ak xlyak kwan gn hg.. ak sedar dri ak ni.. mungkin ko da xperlu an ak lgi.. soo gudbye..  klo ko sedey ,susah   .plz jgn cri ak. don't talk to me.. i jus need some space to recover my sadness....  thanz cbb abaikan ak kwan..  ko laa kwan yg pling hebat yg p'nh ak ad..


TADAA ! .. GLE BANGANG . AK SEDEY.YG PSL BF AK UH .XDE LA SGT.NGEE ~
K GUYS. GOT TO SLEEP. THANZ READING MY STORY

sos memories

hurm.teringat an something ~   ...  the worse thing and i don't like

• ble ak bangun lmbt . sah2 opah ak membebel... (trima)
• frenz ak mengutuk ak depan2(trima)
• kne mara gn mak.cbb x jge adek.elok2^^ iman 1 years old^^  (trima)
•  kne drop gn kwan(trima)
• bpak tengking2 ak cbb nk pakse ak mkn (trima)
• dibenci org (trima)
• kne jeling(trima)
• ckg cmpk kertas ak (trima)
• kne lempang gn ckg (trima)
• ak batuk (trima)
• dikongkong family(trima)
• kehilangan kakak kandung(trima)
• b"gaduh gn brother (trima)
• frenz abaikan ak (trima)
• mimpi hantu keja ak (trima)

(trima) = bnde yg prnh ak trima

yg last tuu yg krg xtahan tuu kihkih...walopepon.ak sedey ble ak dpt bnde yg negatif ...hurm. me hate this.. hurm,cobaan.. sabo je lahh.. apepon .. ak harap bnde nie takan kne kt ak lgi..amin..